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Wednesday 16 April 2008 @ 10:48 pm

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I’m hoping that I will look back at this time in my life as a period that helped define who I really am. Cuz in all honesty, right now it sucks pretty darn bad.

I just had a good sob and that helped somewhat.

I’ve talked several times about the incredible support I get from so many people in my life. Right now, the people whom I generally lean on are all dealing with their own issues, and I feel so helpless at times.

Having an addictive crutch I could turn to seems very appealing at this point (does caffeine-free Diet Pepsi count?) And what exactly would that addiction be? Bad-tasting fizzy brown water? I could go to BTFBWA. Think I may have to be the founder of that one. Funny how the sarcasm never seems to abandon me. It just includes more curse words.

Anyway, now that I feel I’m right in the thick of it all, I do NEED to write. I’ve been looking very inwardly lately and I now need to spend some time spewing it all. So, duck and cover. This one may be ugly.